a letter to you...

have quite some time din come back to my blog...
my blog title is mng paradise,but usually when i feel down just will come back here...
hehe.
but this time,i come back is not because im down,just wanna write smtg to cheer up my fren.
already broken for 2months,but still in the situation that mostly people will have=blury stage.
2months is not a long period,it is impossible to forget a ppl that had been together with for years.but how long should we take to forget?it is dependable.half of a year or years either.wat is the meaning if a gal already broke with you but she still tell you that she cant forget you but she doesnt want to continue with you again/?is her problem or your problem?dunno either.some guys will think that there is still a hope and continue to treat her as well as he could.is this the gal's trick to have more guys treat her better by giving him hope?honestly,last time my thinking will straightly tell me yes,it is.however,now i have a different thought.i found that if you really sacrifice for you love 1 is a kind of 'xing fu'.lolx!!!since when i have this thought?!im mature enough perhaps.haha.by the way,no matter how you sacrifice,please dun affect your studies.it is not worthwhile to have a such sacrifice.although people say love is blind,but in my opinion everything still must think twice.
for you,you have your own problem.not only love and also your own problem that cant be settled for so long.although you love her a lot,but this world have many many her but you are only have one family.it is a big pressure for you.you can only choose either 1.in my opinion,a short painful instead of long 1.should sit down and think.if you really love that gal,are you preaparing the war with your family??you can choose either 1.if me i will choose a short time pain and try to forget her.since have broken,just let it go...mayb it is a better pathway for you.just like you told me you have no feel towards other gals,but dare you promise you wont meet any gal and have a crash with her?dont think too much.everything will be alright!i heard that day you need to find so many reasons to bluff him bout your sim card,dunno why have a very weird feeling.i feel that i encourage you continue treat her good is wrong!must forget!
hope that you will solve it asap.
*finger cross*
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